Okay, this is a really, really tough one… So, be careful! An irresistible force (Mars/Desire) meets an immovable object (Saturn/Reality). Something is bound to happen, and it will not be pretty unless you remain centered, adapt and move into greater understanding.
When Mars and Saturn align like this you have reached a turning point in action/manifestation. Remember an opposition is like a Full Moon, it is time of revelation. It appears as if you must choose between one action/thing or another; but really this is a time to bridge your divide by rising above appearances and so experience the higher truth; that these two opposites are part of one greater whole. You must find your way to right action and so take the higher path of synthesis.
Mars is the force of Desire; it is the Spirit you ride as you manifest your potential through dreaming-thinking-acting. Saturn is the principle of Reality; it is the manifestation of what you dreamed-thought-acted. Now it appears that the Authority-Reality you are encountering is challenging or blocking your Desire. You attempt to move forward, but the harder you try, the harder Reality pushes back.
NOW comes your test…If you push ahead even harder, well, you might make it, but it will probably not turn out well for you or those around you. You will probably cause damage to yourself or your surroundings. And, if you pull back, and deny your desire, well that won’t be pretty either. It will churn around within you and come out again, but it will be not be in a very good form when it does.
You cannot go forward; you cannot go back. Okay universe, what’s left? And your inner voice will answer, “The Third Way, the Way of Understanding”. Look at the two opposites before you.
Perhaps the goal is still true, but the way you are attempting to get there no longer works. Either you have changed, or the world has changed, (or both), and you must find a different means to accomplish your task. Your Desire/Mars is always evolving.
Then turn and look at what you desire, your goal, and ask “is that what I truly want now?” You created a Reality to fulfill yourself, but now it seems to stand in your way. Perhaps it is no longer appropriate or meaningful. Or maybe, if you just adjust your bearings a little, then a better, finer goal will present itself. Your Saturn/Reality is always re-forming.
And oftentimes, it is both. You can no longer act as you had because you have grown; nor can you pursue the same reality because it too is evolving, both through your efforts and that of many others.
First, you must step back from this crisis, from the confrontation that appears to be “out there”, for the true struggle of your life is to be found within. Remember that you are only encountering what you have desired and what you have created. Take responsibility for what you wanted and what you made… Now, re-imagine yourself and take the middle path of understanding. You are the creator.
So be it.