Are you sure you know what you are doing? Really, it’s okay if you are feeling a little lost or confused. In fact, that’s the point when Mars is challenged by Neptune…the truth is Neptune is always going to “win” this one.
Mars is zipping along in Gemini now, dancing through your mind, with a multiplicity of ideas, interests and activities. Mars in Gemini avers, “All reality is Rational; all actions can be conceived, understood, and executed by following the logical-reasoning-mind”.
Neptune comes along and says, “No, no, no.…you only think you are acting with full understanding, with your labels, and categories and concepts; but the Universe is bigger than that!” And…whoosh! You are plunged into the vortex, enveloped in clouds of doubt, disbelief…confusion…and your certainty goes, bye-bye.
What’s the point? And, more to the point, what do you do now? Remember, you are a special spark within this greater Universe; and, this greater Universe is also within you too. It is within your nature to be able to understand…Everything (eventually). Your confusion is just a state or condition that you must pass through as you unfold your potentials, as you “Become the Becoming”.
You unfold yourself through many forms of consciousness; you advance from level to level of understanding and activity. At each step you find meaning within your world view or personal universe; even though you truly exist in a much more complex “Multiverse”. At each level you operate with some degree of belief (and certainty) that this is the way it is.
Then along comes an event, experience or something that does not fit…and you lose your certainty.…you become confused. That is exactly what is supposed to happen. In order to grow, in order to “Become the Becoming”, you must lose your certainty, move into confusion so as to question your assumptions…and then find a way to a new, more complete understanding. Confusion is not “bad”; it just is a state of being you must go through, (again and again), if you are to continue your journey to a higher consciousness.
Those who claim that they are always “certain” are just not paying attention! They cling to the familiar long after it makes no sense. But you who have doubts, who wonder and cast your gaze beyond those self-imposed blinders of your present reality…you who are filled with a faith that leads to better questions and not final answers…well, you are among the awakened, those who are more steadily advancing upon the path of becoming.
So, let us give thanks to Neptune, your planet of dreams, imagination and faith; this Avatar of the Multiverse is moving you beyond what is…to what will be. You only need to pass through confusion for a little while. It is but a small sacrifice to make for the Illumination that awaits you.
Okay Dreamers.…Dream On!