You have been reflecting on yourself since March 12; that’s right, you have turned back around to look upon yourself, trying to see yourself as if in a mirror, to re-assess your appearance, demeanor and attitude…Why?…So that you might find your better way, a truer way to move forward. Today marks another change…Mercury is still moving retrograde (that is most certainly evident!), but now it re-enters the previous sign of Pisces which it had left on March 2.
You will need to turn away now from at least some of your plans for the future and move back into your past…You will need to let go of your forward focus, of considering your possibilities, so that you might better understand from whence you have come (and so better understand what you are bringing with you).
For it is most certainly true that each and every step forward in your journey lands upon the path you forged long ago. This is your Karma, the effects of which come to you now as the complex matrix of your present Circumstance (the world that surrounds where you stand). This is the world you made…it came from your Dreams and your Fears…This reality is but the consequence of what you forged long ago. So, before you set in motion more of those “causes” that will bring future “effects” upon you (and those who accompany you), it would be wise to take this opportunity to consider what you might have learned from those steps you took before.
From now till April 4 (when Mercury turns direct), you should make the most of this gift, this harvest of your meanings and experience…for this is how you grow and turn your life from an ordinary circle, (what would be an endless and meaningless eternal return) into a wondrous, upwardly soaring spiral dance of life. You do this by confronting what limits your Dreaming Realizations: those Doubts, Anxieties and Fears that deflect your heart’s intent. You must clear them all away…but How?
You have done this, you can do this…become fearless and faithful…by coming into a deeper, more constant contact with your ever-renewing fountain-source of faith and meaning…which is known to you as your own higher self.
These Mercurial messages, these intimations of your greater understanding, are bestowed by that higher self…They are gifts from You to you…But they will not arrive with blazing trumpets and big displays. Mercury is sailing through those subtler realms of Neptune when traversing this Piscean space…
Like many matters spiritual, The Way, your path, is paradoxical! You need to focus…and you must be unfocused too! You need to pay closer attention, to catch those whispers and gentle suggestions…and so turn away from all outward distractions. You must also avoid any particular focus or intent. These messages from beyond, these profound meanings, cannot be found where your ordinary attention keeps you, mesmerized by the lesser reality. No, these messages come from the peripheral realms, at the outer reaches of your ordinary consciousness. They come like laughing fairies and sparkling sprites…and if you look too hard or directly upon them, they will vanish!
You have to be open and let your inner self bring you into alignment with these greater meanings, to help you understand the lessons of life you have just lived…so that you may then turn to your future with greater understanding and acceptance.
So turn back now…look and listen carefully…
For the Light in the Darkness…for the Voice in the Silence…
Your Faith, Your Future…and without fear.