As noted in the overview for 2014, today marks the beginning of Mars moving retrograde:
Mars Retrograde (March 1 until May 19)
The Avatar of your Desires is taking you upon an inner journey. You will have the next 80 days to reexamine what your aims and intentions truly are. From where do they come, and where are they taking you? It is time to pause and reconsider two points: Is this Goal True for you now? Is this the best path of action to take you there?
Your Avatar of Action, who leads you outward into the vastness of your journey of discovery and self-becoming, the Red Planet Mars is turning retrograde and so you must turn too. He will lead you inward now, so that you might come to know and understand why you do what you do, why you want to go “there”, why you act they way that you do, and to help you turn your more limited energy of Desires into Spiritual Aspirations.
All of the planets will turn retrograde for us here on Earth. Some like Mercury will turn every four months, or Venus every year and a half, and all of the other “outer planets” from Jupiter through Pluto will do so once a year (and they will do so for many months). But Mars is the planet that does this less than any other, only every 26 months or so. So this is special, this is a wonderful opportunity for you to consider the nature of your Desires, to reexamine your Aims and Intentions, to see how you “Move” with and by these Energy-Forms through the Sacred Space in which you abide.
Though some might consider a planet to be somehow “weakened” by moving backwards, you must remember that this is only an appearance for us here on Earth. In the matter of Mars, we on Earth are “catching up” to Mars and passing him, as if we were on an inside lane of a race track. He appears to be going backwards, only because we are catching up and passing him by. Moreover, as we do catch up we make our closest approach to Mars as he “grows” bigger and brighter. Mars, the Avatar of Desires and Actions will shine redder than ever, and much will be stirred within and around you too. You will see Mars at his most glorious, a glowing crimson orb, when he forms the opposition to the Sun on April 8, 2014.
Moreover, many have noted and it will be observed certainly here at this passage again, that whenever Mars turns retrograde the forces of Self-Assertion will seem to slip beyond the bounds of caution or self-restraint, and the manifestations of Aggression will be both expressed and encountered…yes, there is “danger” in this Air.
But of course the misuse of Spiritual Energies is always a problem no matter what is happening “up there”, but it would seem that this period of Mars Retrograde stirs more strongly those depths of the human psyche where hurts and resentments have festered, and the result of this stirring of painful energies inflames passions, stokes fear and anger, and this collision of passion, pain and anger erupts in actions that harm oneself and others.
The Energies evoked or stoked by Mars are neither “good” or “bad”…rather it is your degree of spiritual awareness and evolution that will indicate how the energy will be received and then how you will pass it on. How you receive the Energies around you, how you work with them, and in what form will you pass them on is determined by your Spiritual Integration and Awareness.
To the extent that you have become Self-Masterful, guided by your Higher Self and not your Ego, then to that same extent will you be able to wield your Physical, Emotional, Mental and Intuitional Powers in a Loving and Constructive Manner. And, to the extent that you remain unintegrated, with conflicts within and between your Hierarchical Nature of Body, Feelings, Mind and Spirit, then to that same extent will you act Destructively towards yourself and/or towards others.
In the end, as always, it comes quite simply down to one thing, do you Love Yourself? Do you have and know the Love of your Higher Self as real and ever present and before you at all times, that you stand in its presence and this most true love pervades your entire being and all your doing too? It will always be so, and as long as you sojourn here as a human, as long as you strive to become outwardly what you are in your Higher Self, to be a fully awakened shining one, you will continue on this journey to discover, accept and embrace your true nature which is Spirit, which is Love.
So in this passage of Mars Retrograde, you are given another opportunity to more deeply penetrate into the mystery of your Desire Body, and to discover what lies at the core of your self-propelling urgency to become, as you lift yourself step by step and draw closer to your Truth.
Mars is in Libra now, so you path of Soul Searching will be guided and formed by the Sign of Balance, Harmony and Beauty.
With Mars in Libra, you Desire to be surrounded by Grace and Beauty, and you Aspire to act with Fairness and Consideration for one another. But to seek for that Beauty around you, to even see the beauty that is there, you must turn around and find the source of your Beauty that lies within you, or it will not be found anywhere. Mars moving backward in Libra takes you inwards to experience your Aesthetic Heart, wherein the quality of your palette of colors, your scale of notes and your tastes in all things of matter-form are found. You must elevate your own beauty here, within yourself, and to love yourself and your sensibilities in order to see and make your world more beautiful too.
Likewise in your Social Sensibilities, as you Aspire to live through and by Equality, Justice and Harmony with one other, you must first experience this Consideration of Fairness within. For you cannot Love another, and you cannot receive the Love of another truly, until you have looked within your own Loving Heart and felt, accepted and known your own Higher Self. For it is this One within who will ever be steadfast and true, who does and will forever embrace and hold you in your true nature, Unconditional Love.
Mars leads you outwards in your Journey to the Stars…
But now he turns and takes you on more Hidden Paths…
To the Source of Beauty and Love…
That is there at the Center of One and All.
You will be a Maker of Beauty.
You will be a Patriot for Peace.
You will be a Shining Light,
You will Love and be Loved.